didnt think this week wouldve
turned out to be like that
like i said, life goes on
& it did

looking back on this week,
i dont remember being happy
for a single moment
i mean, a joy that comes from within ?
i'm not saying i'm not happy when
i'm arnd my friends, its me
not them
it sounds real stupid doesnt it

thank you gwen, for listening
today / though i kept ranting
i'm not depressed, i'm not upset
i know i'm not
its probably the thoughts that tend to
run through my head
my brain probably isnt in there
because there's so much space left for my thoughts

a week ago, i was saying that i've got a choice
i didnt dare to choose
i'm scared, i'm anxious, i'm worried
it all falls under the same catogory
tell me whats the point
talk about superficiality
okay maybe not because it doesnt help
sorry for ranting so much
dont tell me not to be sorry
let me taste what life really is

the sky fell today --